You have been so patient and for that I thank you. Here is the second part of the interview with the inimitable Brian Taraz!
(An Interview With Brian Taraz – Part I)
If you’ll recall, we left off the last portion of the interview just as Brian was about to delve into his individual initiative or personal project: Kitab-i-Kuchik or The Little Book. Here is the question and his answer follows:
Yes, let’s talk about your individual initiative project Kitab-i-Kuchik. What motivated you to write it and share it with the world on the web? what is your number one goal or intention?
I wrote it because there’s this young guy I met when I moved to Tucson who is not Baha’i but was going regularly to study circles. That along with visiting Sufi world dances, doing political reggae music and generally being a spiritual seeker.
Now me, I’m not a big “teacher” guy in the sense of trying to tell people about Baha’i or encouraging them to join. I participate but, from what I understand in the writings, no one is going to be becoming Baha’i anytime soon because we keep jumping the first step that all “success” is predicated on – “teach thyself”. Anyway, that’s my problem.
But this guy was enthusiastically on the path, and I could tell from talking with him that the ocean of Baha’s words were a perfect match. But of course, being a normal person, he had real questions in his investigation – and the study circles didn’t really offer the right venue for them to be answered, and many of the brethren would skirt the issues – so I told him, “hey, feel free to ask me whatever you want”. And so we’d had great discussions.
At some point though he started expressing concerns about the House of Justice and even Shoghi Effendi, etc. And I could tell, of course, like any smart consumer, he was checking out the web. And, hey, I personally have no problem with the hyper-egalitarian nature of the web for all parties. I think it’s exciting. Be that as it may, I decided I should see what was up in general.
And so by far the most fun stuff out there, viz. Baha’i, are these folks, like yourself, who are zealously and with love and passion, agitating for – what? – clarity? Honesty? Justice? – in any case, the thoughts are great and challenging but I could also see that, for someone like my friend, straight out of the gate – it’s quite a mighty barrier to “joining” Baha’i Inc.
Anyway . . . so I saw some of the issues and, well, I had my thoughts (like regarding the infallibility of the House, the Guardian not leaving a will, the usurpation of Baha’i authority by a pseudo-cabbal of “old boys” if you will, etc.) and I just kind of jotted the thoughts and wrote the book. But I didn’t want to publish on paper because, besides the review process (which that book would not likely pass) I just don’t feel that “paper” should be used any more for anything other than the words of God.
And more to the point, on account of I’m pretty much a computer imbecile, this one friend of mine, out of the blue was like, “Do you want me to make a website for you?”. Just like that. It was really kind of cool weird.
And so the virtual realm is perfect for men and women with thoughts to work out their ideas and share them with others. But “trees”, which make the paper, are living things. And this plethora of books, magazines, etc. is simply an ocean of oppression in this latter day within which all things are lost (that’s my opinion. That was why I stopped writing in college – walking into a Barnes and Noble in Downtown Manhattan).
Anyway . . . . I’m guessing you’ve read it, but as with your first impression, it’s mildly puerile, or infantile. And those are my little masks. The word play and anagrams. The simple minded “idiot” approach. But that’s because, A) I prefer it – having been raised on Mad magazine, Monty Python and the Prisoner series – and B) I know that what is buried within it is something astoundingly profound, clear and divine and in order to access it the reader’s “brain” or “belief structure” has to be messed with.
So there’s penis and vagina dealt with. Yes, Virginia, Baha’is still have penises and vaginas and they will be actively involved in this Dispensation. We need to figure that out.
And there’s all kind of little innuendos and irreverences, ones of the sort that one might think would “offend a soul”. Just as AB says, “Beware lest thou offend any soul”. But to me that’s one of His brilliant tricks; because the “soul” cannot be offended. It is made of “God-stuff”. What CAN be offended is the “ego”.
And while an ego offended can be an uncomfortable prospect to deal with, the truth is if you just focus on God/Love/Word as being the core of your motivation, you can make it over and through the ego, and the recipient on the other end, buried beneath that life-long armor plating, will hear enough of you to rise to the occasion.
So that book is my “shout out” to an unknown audience. Like Nietzsche wrote to the men of the future. The ones “coming up”. Not that I’m Nietzsche or anything.
And frankly, I don’t feel it’s for everyone. That’s why it’s just on-line and I have no desire or intent to print it. And that’s why there’s a warning at the beginning of it. Some people like a challenge. Some people can understand that in irreverence there is also a pathway to the divine. And so it’s a book which is “sweet in the mouth but bitter to the belly” just as in the book of Revelation.
As far as a “goal” or “intention” – I really have no idea.
I guess I’d like for someone somewhere to actually sing/chant/intone the Bible and Koran as I lay it out – because I present it as a testable scientific premise. Namely IF you do this THEN you will meet God face to face and He’ll eat you up through your eyes and give you new birth. Or not.
And why not give it a try? What’s the problem? You’ll have read the Bible and Koran. Oh – how bloody horrible.
The other thing though, and it’s the one sort of serious bit, is the Tri-une brain theory as articulated by Joseph Chilton Pearce in Evolution’s End. It’s a perfect description of the Pre-Adamic, the Adamic, and this new Cycle of religious outflow. It’s amazing. And I’m not smart enough to run with it. I’d love some of the smarty pants brethren to check it out and I think their brains would explode.
What about your other personal interests?
Other interests? Well, to be honest, I’m kind of a religious fanatic at heart. Severely committed to absolute love within extreme moderation. And I wish I could turn my worship into work (and actually, that’s what I fantasize about my CDs on CD baby. I give God the chance to “provideth the means and unlocketh the doors” but so far He seems, errr, ummm, disinclined ☺)
I do enjoy acting. Especially theatre. And “theatre”, anagrammatically speaking, is “thee art” (Like that?).

Brian Taraz – top row, middle
For a long time I only did Shakespeare because I consider him a minor prophet (Shaykh Spear). The simple outflow of his verses, their cogency and range of themes, is sufficient proof within the Koranic framework. And so even the debauched bits in Shakespeare are like the sex bits in the Bible. They’re okay. They’re sanctified.
But then, well, I had to confront myself and so, at some point I just decided – just do it! Try contemporary theatre. Try and use judgment, but learn what its like to be a human. So . . . I do it on occasion. Did a few films, like you saw on IMDB (By the way, you’ll get a kick out of me playing Usama. It’s a 7 minute dark comedy short shot on film. It won awards. You can play it nicely on broadband through www.thirtysevenclick.com ).
I consider “scripture” God’s “script” for the world stage. Even as Shakespeare set it down.
But I also have my dreams: Like Kabuki Aqdas! The Most Holy Kabuki – The Tablet of the Holy Mariner done in dance, with flowing ribbons of color, Taiko drums in the background, the lyrics intoned and multi-toned, people with elaborate costumes, a Dionysian revelry of ecstatic fervor derived from the Word of God itself.
All the people at the end smoting with their hands upon their cheeks, feverish communal wailing – I have two kids, however, and due to all of the above my functional/economical self is always just barely getting by.
God is most gracious in that regard.
Well . . . . I’m soooooo sorry about this ramble. Truth of the matter is I could go on and on and on and . . .. its not about me. That’s ultimately what that book is about.
It’s about you.
You are absolutely perfect and complete exactly as you are, where you are, at the time you are BUT without God you will never experience that, never know it, and continue to exist in an illusory condition in which events, signs and images appear to have separate, non-inter-connected existences.
IF you do the Read, as Brian says to do the Read (none of which He wrote but which has existed in the public domain and which can be acquired for a one time low cost of about $20 total), then You will meet God face to face in your own breath, voice, ears, mind soul and as you breath Him to life He will breath you to life and you will then discover the essential reality of yourself in precisely the way it is described at the beginning of Seven Valleys.
And that’s guaranteed.
But somehow . . . I don’t know . . . it’s not fancy enough. It’s not expensive enough. It’s not obscure enough. Or something . . . .
Last thought . . .
“Be thou assured in thyself that, verily, he who turns away from the messengers of the past hath also turned away from this Beauty, and showeth pride towards God from all eternity to all eternity”.
To my way of thinking, it is as true, grammatically, as the way we normally read it.
And much more relevant.
The 4th Candle.
Wow. Thank you. How has your faith grown, developed and changed? And if you could go back in time to the moment you declared, what if anything would you tell yourself with the knowledge you have now?
Brian’s fascinating insight and answers to these and more questions, coming up in part 3 !



